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Saturday, August 6, 2011 . 2:17 PM

Actually, I did really felt a sense of deja vu, just that its not an illusion.

Just played back the snapshot i took inside me head where ah gong laid asleep forever.

And all of a sudden my aunt mentioned my grandmother just lost weight.

And told us to visit her frequently.

My last grandparent, can i not lose you?

And i've learnt to face up with reality, face up to death.

So i wish that if anything was to happen to me, a wake would not be held for me.

Because the sufferings i would bring to my family makes me even more sorrowful.