Saturday, August 6, 2011 . 2:17 PM
Just played back the snapshot i took inside me head where ah gong laid asleep forever.
And all of a sudden my aunt mentioned my grandmother just lost weight.
And told us to visit her frequently.
My last grandparent, can i not lose you?
And i've learnt to face up with reality, face up to death.
So i wish that if anything was to happen to me, a wake would not be held for me.
Because the sufferings i would bring to my family makes me even more sorrowful.


