Saturday, July 30, 2011 . 10:49 PM
Today i learnt something extraordinary yet again.
God give each and everyone of us 24 hours a day, no more and no less.
He probably knew we had to get enough rest of 8 hours.
16 hours left, he probably want us to give 5 to ourselves, 5 to friends, and 5 to family, and 1 for... transition?
Oh well, at least thats what he hoped for. Seems like everyone can change the timing themselves cant we?
Now its 14 to ourselves and friends, 1 more getting back home as a place to eat, sleep, drink, rest, before embarking on your next outing with your friends.
Hi, when can we play basketball together?
I cant remember how long i asked this before, but i still continue asking during the weekends. But seems like im not even worthy of 1 hour of his 16 hours.
It all boils down to spouse again, girlfriend i mean.
You have to please her dont you? I mean, after a torturous and jejune week in camp, surely you want to be with her...
But i thought surely, there would be some time in the morning or something that maybe we could catch up on what we've missed. Maybe, just maybe. It's my wishful thinking.
You said you want to catch some sleep in the morning. Well, okay...
But the next moment i knew, you were out for breakfast with your friends when i was yawning.
Ya, its his life, not mine.. What can i ask from him? Nothing. Not even an hour.
God, i pray that you could grant each of us another hour, because i cant dig out any hour from his 24 hours. Not his sleep, not his time with his friends, not his time with his girl, not anything.
I cant help but think, is it over?
It probably is.
Friends over family.
Girl over family.
Ha, i fucking tried to give a grin
But he always chooses the girl instead of his kin.
The ones who understood him although no one knew what he mean.
The ones who've been with him thorugh thick and thin.
I tried to laugh, i tried to smile
But i dont see the reason why and how
How long has he known her, for a while?
And how long have we been walking with him, for a mile?
I guess maybe this is what life is all about
You take from your family and give nothing back out
The amount of money spent on your girl,
could probably last me five fucking long years.
