Wednesday, December 22, 2010 . 1:04 AM
hoodie i bought!
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 . 11:50 PM
Set off on saturday morning, grumbled as i climbed out of the bed, but to realise that we are actually leaving for malaysia already. The mood is like so different from waking up early to attend school or even training. Sometimes yes, you can get that tired of it. Escaped the pain of a jam luckily, and somehow or rather found my aunt's place in malaysia. Breakfast was brilliant. So was my feelings.
Headed for giantsupermart and i got a formal shirt from there. Dont think will really wear it but bought it anyhow. Loved it anyway. I guess it was time to buy things i like right? Afterall how long have i been saving already. Returning home like everyday and not attending events.
I dreaded the sleep at night,but night fell any case. I mean, would the night not fall for me? Kay no. Would anyone fall for me? Yeah its a no too. Had dinner at some restaurant which we took half an hour to reach when it is like a few kilometres away. Toured almost the whole of larkin as we entered some village. Lol it was exciting enough, somehow god paved the way for us to the restaurant. And the food wasnt a bit disappointing. 9/10! The more you think something will happen, the more it will not happen. Cause somehow i managed to sleep till dawn broke! Amazing. And i couldnt wake up. Thats even more amazing than amazing. Cause apparently i was sleeping on some mat that isnt supposed to be too comfortable. I woke up to realise that my cousin was still not here yet. Bahhhh, im getting bored out soon.
My uncle only reached at afternoon, and we set out for malacca early afternoon. Was gonna waste the day for sure already, as things were made worse as we got stuck in a traffic jam. Stupid tourists ya daddy? Jonker walk at night was simply a waste of time for me, as i headed back to the room with 4 books of lao fu zi. Lol, 10 ringgit. Wth..
I realised i was getting closer and closer to my cousin as the day passed, and felt really safe and close to her. Its like, i could almost tell her everything. My deepest secrets, which apparently i dont have one. Yah, but she's so trustable that you can tell her almost anything, and you could be sure its between the two of us. Theres this special feeling after you say out, cause this is like some shared secret between us that adults wont know, so its awesome. you dig?
Shopped for almost the entire afternoon the next day, and got a hoodie, bermudas, sneakers. Loved all three, really. I didnt regret buying the hoodie yes cousin? Yeah, i saw a jacket that i loved a lot before i bought this current one but apparently there isnt any size for me. S was too small while i thought XL would be too big. Didnt try did i. As my cousin bought it the next morning and i tried and it actually fits into me. XL yes. But im really alright yes. Im satisfied with my own. Its cheaper too! Yes, im wearing that!
The bak kut teh was absolutely horrible. Dont wanna talk about it, it was almost tasteless, or rather sorry, it was sweet! Omgwth,thas absolutely repugnant. Okay not to that extent but yeah, i hated it. And ya, wash and cut my hair for RM 3. Cut by some inexperienced student. But yeah, look at the picture. It looks fine doesnt it? I think i look fine, so yeah, keep your comments to yourself. Took almost 2 hours to finish the haircut. WOW. I slept halfway thru it. It was absolutely slow motion. I mean, i didnt have a lot of hair to cut right? But YA, she took 2 hours! Gosh, but i think at least she didnt really screw it up. So thumbs up!
It was already 3+ when we set off for genting. Absolutely late. SGD170+ will be wasted. Yeah, one night is that expensive. And apparently we estimated to reach maybe around 7? But oh my god, my uncle's GPS is abslolutely screwed up. Led us to the shorter route and brought us in to KL. One wrong turn... And you freaking face a million cars in front of you. It was distressing. As the cars didnt move and you cant move too. Just felt like screaming out super loud then. Ya, its that bad. Finally my dad led the way and we somehow reached genting. Human brain>GPS.
Arrival time: 8+..
Stepped out of the car and froze. Yeah, it was cold. But hell, its only like 17degree celsius. Whats happening in other countries now? Negative.
I froze any case. Ya maybe not, but it was cold anyway. Quickly checked into the hotel room. But god, its on the 2nd floor. Nice scenery indeed. We opened the window to be faced with the air con duct. Phew, when can things start to go smoothly?
I guessed as much, it was the next day. Theme park!!!!!!!! And with my cousins and all, its gonna be hell yeah fun to the max. But freak, human jam. Kay it wasnt a jam, but the queue makes everything so much less exciting. Sat all the rides with my most wonderful cousin, and really enjoyed it a lot. Flying coaster was like..okay.. Haha, i mean, i was scared when we reached the top. I started having second thoughts about the ride but yeah, nah, how am i supposed to get out then? Just braved through it and yeah, it isnt really that scary afterall. Corkscrew has already became a child's play now, as my cousin's face was like..diao? Is this all?
Turbo drop was omg wtf. The sound as the machine reached the top was absolutely daunting. But i still went anyhow. Besides ive tried this before. But as we escalated up into the air, yeah its not as fun as it seems now. It was a matter of life and death, as the machine shot down ruthlessly. The inertia force was forcing me up the sky, as the seatbelts held me back down. I was thankful for once, i held the handrails tight. I didnt scream, as the gum was in my mouth. I was stunned for a moment as we got down, trying to get myself back in the right mind. I looked around and hey, that was fun. LOL. It really was. But it wouldnt be.
Flume ride was disastrous. Got myself all wet but hey! It was thrilling. Didnt really expect it but ya, we had a great time on the ride. At least it was worth the wait, not like some rolling thunder mine train. Yeah it was absolutely thunder. Noisy to the max.
Spinner still remained as my most enjoyed game. The wind that gushes against my face was totally enjoyable. I always smiled when i sat on the seat. In addition the seat was single, so when the machine rotated i thought through a lot about of life. The feeling on it is undescribable. You just cant get tired of it. It was wednesday then. I almost felt like sobbing as this trip was going to be over. If i still had you maybe i would have looked forward to reaching back in singapore. But i dont. I could tell that my brother was dying to reach back in singapore, as he lamented that this trip was excpetionally long. Maybe his post exam life now is carefree, but hey, i face all the shitz. It was going to be over, for the 4000+ time in my life. I gotta admit defeat to nature, as the temperature fell lower and lower. The swing wasnt cooling anymore. It was freeeezing. Rain started to settle in as the outdoor theme park as coming to an end. My day was coming to an end too. I prayed to god not to rain that night, but it still rained anyway. But had a pretty good time with 2 of my cousins at night time, sitting the spinner over and over again. We are still children afterall, how i wish we would never grow up.
Well, i still remember we made a lot of promises with my maternal side cousins, that we would still meet up next time when we grow up even when we have our own families. Seriously who is gonna remember this? Who's gonna remember the fun time we had? Who's gonna remember how yall bullied me when i was young? Who's gonna remember how GL i was when i was young? Would we acutually meet up next time? Would we still talk to one another like we are doing now? Or would we be short of topics?
The trip was getting to an end. I was feeling so down. At least i still have 1 more night with my cousin i thought. I had so much to talk to her. But the motion master was a disaster for her. Yeah, 4d. I thought it was really thrilling. But she almost threw up. had to take care of her since i was the oldest, but i guess she was fine.
As we made the decision to head back for the hotel room, i knew it was really all over. No more i guess. Is this the last trip already? My brother's going into NS Februray. By the time he's out maybe he would be planning for his wedding. Where is the time to go overseas? It was really emotional for me, i missed the times. I always miss last times. But... It just sucks. To know that time machine can never be invented.
Treated my cousin to sweetcorn in return for a wonderful talk! Hahaha, would she have told me anyway? I hoped so. Had a really quiet talk with my cousin that night, as we shared secrets with each other. Which apparently i have no more since i've already told her my one and only one. Which is uber retarded. So i stood to gain. The night was peaceful, and i was enjoying the serenity as everyone was asleep and only my cousin and i were left. We sat on the chair and chatted. I never felt this good before. Maybe she's awesome. She shared her problems, and i tried to help her. Which apparently i didnt hahaha. But at least i satisfied my curious heart. (:
I guess girlfriends are unnecessary at our age, cause i almost felt like my cousin was my other half! She was absolutely amazing. She could just talk about anything! Thats why, blood is always thicker than water for me. It was so safe to talk to her about anything, she listens, she smiles. I listen, i laugh. We listen, we laugh. Yeah, its all too good to be true aint it? I guess we grew closer during this trip. I felt i really like her a lot! Haha, its weird isnt it? I have no idea how much i disliked her last time. Somehow or rather, yeah. I stole her number from my mum, start to sms her, and we grew close gradually! Until this stage of chats. And she resembles dawn yeoh! Yeah, she's pretty!
im 15 and shes 12. 10 years later whats gonna happen? I really wonder.. But i dont want it to.. I wish this trip would never end. How innocent of me. Every good thing has to come to an end. Well, at least i had a great time. Maybe this would be the last time, but ill have to accept it. Its life.
Cousin faltered at 3. So we went back to our rooms to retire. I lay on the bed and realised it was all over now. Wake up tomorrow and its all finished. This trip is over. I felt like my life was over suddenly. Its those weird feeling that you'll have. My dad drove, we slept. And we ate our final dinner. Luckily it summed up very nicely this splendid trip.
I wish i could have everything i want.
I wish my cousin was part of my life.
I wish nothing would come to an end.
I wish.. I wish..
-The end of Malacca/Genting trip December 2010-
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Friday, December 10, 2010 . 5:09 PM
Just changed my blade to orange orc. Really suit my stick perfectly i feel, credits go to my mum! She is really that good you know, just one call by her and this is what i get. Thanks mum, you're great!!
Pt yesterday was hell, but guess thats what we need. To think about all thurdays being like that, really dreading trainings now. But we are too looking forward to training. I hope this will be good, well we should trust our coach shouldnt we? We'll have to listen to him afterall.
Ran till felt like puking. Throat was dry to the max. And didnt pass the timing once. Improve then deprove again. But maybe other schools can do more sets, we cant lose to them. Yeah, celebrate when we get top 4. We have to yeah.
Just played River Valley yesterday, scoreline was 11-1. I still cant freaking trace the line of shot perfectly, still letting them take shots at the goal. Zz, if they were better shooters the scoreline will be much higher to them. Scored 2 goals, 1 lucky wrap around and 1 lucky shot. Bahhhh, missed 4 1-1 with keeper. 4!! Wtf, kept shooting at the keeper! 1st one actually shot wide, fuck it was freaking in front of the goal. Otherwise quite alright. Couldnt really step up to the game in the beginning, but started to gain focus after a while. Would have lost if it was Victoria. Bahhhhhhhhhh, really need to buck up.
And i really love my orange orc blade to the max. And i really love my cip to the max max max.
Off to malaysia tomorrow. Floorball on next sat. So long, mates. I need a break too!
101st day today. How are you?
Happy birthday!!!!! Can you hear me?
Monday, December 6, 2010 . 7:34 PM
Had the first session of the CIP at marymount area and totally didnt regret it on monday. Was awesome as i said, nothing less than that. Kinda motivated me to study hard after seeing how the kids there work so hard and doing their work so seriously.
Normal training on tuesday, wasnt up to standard at all. No energy, no nothing. Probably too excited for the camp. :) Got over it anyhow, its just one of the bad days.
Hopped to school on wednesday to get ready for the start of the camp! How was i feeling then? Recalling back to that day, i was screaming inside my heart why im bringing such a feaking heavy and bulky bag. My shoulders were aching as hell, the bag was super bulky and unpleasant to carry. I was starting to think about going home after the camp. Managed my way to school anyway, and to be faced by pt early in the morning.. Couldnt complain. Did relay instead of the normal pt. It was obviously more slack, but the competition made us run to our fullest. No one wanted to let down their team, no one wanted to lose. I was the last runner and luckily i pipped cren.. He was obviously not warmed up. Thank god. :)
Proceeded to whacko or something and the fun was to the maximum in the beginning. Atmosphere soon died down and darrell ended it soon. The gym mat isnt hard enough! Maybe can use something harder next time. No one seems to hurt from the whacks. War game was splendid! I swear i didnt play this before! But it was fun. You know, those kinds of feelings you get when you're damn excited. Yeah, i felt that during the game, marvellous! Haha, it was so fantastic while playing, especially since the sec1s are playing. Warren is so fun to bully! God, and jeremiah is one great guy too! Easy to cheat too! :) Or maybe im just too deceiving.
Testimonial match was super disappointing, since not even one line came. Lander+Isaac+Ian+Han Wei. It was obviously not enough.. Where is the catholic high floorball team, dont tell me they can be all overseas.................. Min hao... Dion... Yi Shen.... No achievements ah? Screw you you assssss face!!! Anyway darrell cren joined the sec 4s line so that the match could proceed. My forward prowess are gone! At least this was what i thought, cause sheng yen and yu ren didnt disappoint to deliver! I think they did excpetionally fantastic. I think our line did a great job except for the last line change. Haiz really no idea what happened but yeah, you can be punished. Played basketball till my legs gave way at primary school court. Still cant dunk!! CAN I FREAKING GROW TALL?????????... Headed over to eugene's house for camping, tried some idiotic trick on eugene which i have no idea what its called. But it made eugene sad! I guess my acting skills are just getting better. Maybe i could try acting in a match? Act injured like.. Haha, make him get 2 mins. Mahjong with jed lander and joshua.. Really grew so tired of it.. And jed was angry cause of that tile he didnt get.. Yeah winning can be so scary at times.
Im surprised i managed to wake up from my alarm! Got down to wash up before everyone gets up and headed over to bishan north with derek to grab my breakfast. Loved both the breads. Fantastically tasty!! Totally made my mood for that day. Did gym before heading to classroom for classroom games. Well i wasnt surprised i lost to cren hahaha, seriously i wasnt sad or disappointed. But i was super sad when hebe lost to jessica!! How is that freaking possible??? I mean ya yuri deserves to lose haha joshua i mean it :) But Hebe is amazingly awesome! Well well, haha, if only we had lander. He means quantity! I think lander is an amazing guy! Well gratz to eugene for winning the most handsome guy award! Think you totally deserved it.
Friendly against serangoon garden sec and hillgrove. No joke, no walkovers anymore. Hillgrove coach, no idea what he was trying to do. Test them? Give us chance. Absolutely no idea. But couldnt step up in first period. Won 7-3 though.
7-4 againsr SGS was much better. Playup was much smoother, scored too. Awesome match in the end.
The rubbish floorball was thrilling in the beginning but in the end ran out of tricks, and after those guys went to plan the amazing race the atmosphere died down. Luckily we had a volleyball to play soccer. I played till i drop, like legs turned jelly. It was crazy, and i realised soccer is not my game! Haha, it has never been anyway. And eugene gan really cannot :) It was an absolute miracle that he scored one LOL. Through my glorius assist duh.
Amazing race was amazing, yeah more amzing than amazing. Credits to darrell and joshua plus people who assisted. Cause we had more fun than anything!! Jeremiah plus Eugene gan plus Hao Yuan plus me equals smart to the max :) Im still amazed with myself for decoding mona lisa :) Anyway i felt the excited feeling again. ~~~ Really worked as a team so the feeling was amazing! Came in first!! Second in the end. haha thanks to eugene gan!! Hahaha just keeding, he told jiali the wrong place! LOL.
Overnight in school was freezing to the max. Plus next morning eyes felt heavy. Super sleepy during the cip! But still love the kids anyway!!
And wow that concludes the hectic week!! Credits to joshua and darrell for planning the camp! I think it was really awesome and it brought us closer together! Really loved every moment of it and im looking forward to another one soon!! hahaha (:
Oh, and what a great fresh start to the week today. Lose to MJC 8-6. Me conceding 4 goals in the last period is.. Fuck hell, cant block shots cant shoot cant shit. But i think my volley was amazing. LOL i was shocked by myself.
I wish i was better in everything.
Somebody wants you, somebody needs you, somebody dreams about you every single night.
Somebody loves you, somebody miss you.
Somebody's still waiting for the day when you will realise, that somebody's me..
